Dear Mom,
I'm down here a lot earlier than usual today, so I figure you haven't had time to write yet, and that's ok. We've had a real good week here. I think often you get trials to prepare you for the blessings ahead, because it's a lot harder to be faithful in times of prosperity than in times of trial. We definitely see that in the Book of Mormon. The work is going well, but we're not yet reaching the goals we were hoping for. I have been thinking a lot on patience, hope, and faith lately, on the difference between the two. I have faith that the Lord can bless us with the success we are working so hard for and hope that he will, but patience to accept that he may not yet. I'm looking and searching for how to understand exactly what it is I'm supposed to do in balancing all these things. I was a little wary to set the goals we did because they would be so difficult to reach, but they felt right when we did it. I guess the only thing to do is to keep going forward doing all that we can to reach them, having hope that we will reach them through the guidance of the Lord, and the patience to accept that we may not. It's still a difficult concept for me to grasp.
All of our progressing investigators from before have dropped off the face of the earth, but the Lord has blessed us with new ones that are coming along very nicely. We met a man last Thursday that came to church for the fast and testimony meeting and was quite impressed. We taught him again yesterday and felt the spirit was very strong. We're also working with a young Honduran named Carlos who has a huge desire to come to church. He's only been held back before by not coming to church, because he is in North Carolina most weekends to see his family and is only here during the week to work. We are working with him to get the missionaries involved down there and help him to go to church down there, but he is a great example of someone with a sincere desire to find the answers. On the converse, we talked with some Jehova's Witnesses yesterday who were just obstinate. They more or less flagged us down from their car and tried to bash us right there on the street corner. It was a reinforcement to me of how we have to teach the gospel. It is ABSOLUTELY NOT a matter of proving your point to someone by a methodical means. We can ONLY do it by the power of the spirit, or they will not feel edified, closer to God, or even pleasant. Past times I have wondered why people have no interest in the restored gospel after we share it with them. Now, reflecting on it, I realize that I haven't taught in the manner most accommodating for the spirit to really catch their interest. Of course there are people who are just plain not interested and stubborn, but I think a lot of it has to do with that. Being at the halfway mark in the same place I started has led me to a lot of reflection as to the areas I have improved and seen success, and where I can do more. Yesterday I had the opportunity to go on exchanges with one of our Zone Leaders and learned a lot from him. I also was teaching solo again because he doesn't speak any Spanish. It's a nice reassurance that I can do it, because my confidence in my Spanish had waned a little since I'd been with Elder Fishback, who has a lot of experience and very good Spanish, which makes mine pale in comparison.
Tomorrow I get to go on an exchange back up to Hampstead, my greenie area! I'll be getting to do a lot of exchanges this transfer, but the two up there are the ones I'm most excited about. We're set to have dinner up there with the first members I met there too! It'll be neat to get to revisit a lot of the old places.
Thank you so much for the package! It was great to get to hear from most of you. I hear from the girls so little, so packages are a real treat because they write. I'll be writing them back when I can, but it'll probably be a while because I won't have time today at least (we're going fishing with a member) and we can only write on preparation days. By the way, this is the last Wednesday preparation day. They will be on Mondays from hereon out, if I didn't mention that before.
Didn't you say that Cody was going to write me? That bum.
I love you all, hope everything is going well. Tell Hillary not to get overwhelmed by it all
Love, Elder Rob Christensen